Fading

Why don’t just leave all the emotion here?

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Days are turning cooler and cooler, and my grip, that once believed to last forever, is starting to break down more and more.

With various incidence happening for some period I though I could overwhelm. I always think if the problem happens to me it’s just a piece of cake to solve with secoonds, but in fact, it does not work to others. Eventually, I found it’s not overwhelmed at all. When things go in this way undoubtedly you will think whether it’s the things’ problem or my problem.

I have tried to fix, yet things already turn in the way that no matter how hard you are going to try, it is already irreversible and I find releasing the grip may be beneficial than continual research of the problem.

I never want to see the end, but in light of such situation, I am seeing now.

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Life has got to be with ups and downs. No doubt, the length of time on downs are subjectively and objectively longer, so basically life is about how you cope with the pain and hurt, rather than enjoy happiness and love.

Lest you are crumbled by the city, you have got to be strong enough to fight for the pain and hurt. Living in dream, hoping for miracle are only for weakness. In the city, the most reliable to save you is yourself.

That’s always my belief. If one day my self-rescue has caused you any damage, sorry, but I can’t help. You have got to sink. You are the weaker one, the loser.

Give myself a break

Just two shifts and I felt being a in charge person of  ward has pressure that is not easy to handle.  Fast-thinking, clear-minded, good co-ordination are some of the key components I identified as ‘very important’ .

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Back-breaking after all the cases are handled to the pm IC.

Soaked myself in water for an hour.

The fantastic Barcelona

Even how manic you are with your favourite football team, you have to admit Barcelona is playing the best football. They are displaying the best ingredient of football - team play. Keep passing, no-ball run, adding to their exquisite talent, made even Real Mardrid succumb to them with biggest loss.

As Manutd fans, I am loving Barcelona.